Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Today's Thoughts... I just can't shake 'em

I’m missing my best friend! I miss the man I married. Some of the things I really miss everyday since alcohol ripped the man of my dreams away from me:

  • Laying in bed watching movies on Sundays
  • Grilling out enough food fit for a King (he was my King)
  • Being parents together
  • Walks on the beach
  • Watching every episode of The Crocodile Hunter (OHH KRIKEY, May he RIP)
  • Cleaning house together
  • Gazing at how beautiful our daughter is
  • Showers – they are lonely these days
  • Speaking of lonely – the bed is lonely these days as well
  • Storms with him
  • Sitting on the back porch talking until all hours of the night
  • Swinging on our daughter’s swing set long after she went to bed
  • Having someone kiss me every morning and every night
  • Reminiscing about the past
  • Looking towards the future

I could go on forever… I’m just really missing my best friend and feel lost without him. I pray for strength!


1 comment:

Melodie said...

The man you love is gone now, and you should grieve. There's nothing wrong with that. Just don't dwell in the grief for too long. You need to grieve and then pick yourself back up and move on. Not just for yourself, but for your daughter.